What are the things that I'm proud of myself??

WHAT MAKES ME PROUD OF MYSELF?

1)MY WAY OF THINKING
I express what in my mind in logic conditions and I feel good express it without any concealing,and it's a way of conceiving ideas(this will not make you feel stressful and help to ease your burdens on not to think about something over and over again).My thinking is associated with what I mean to be in the future by expressing them.So here I'm giving my best in thinking why now I'm here standing on a path everyone dreamnt for.I borned to be this and I proud of myself in expressing my way of thinking.It's maybe a bit controversional but this is casual in reality (poker face)

Everybody have their own expectations of what they want to be in the future.Is't somebody or nobody.Me,myself also been thinking about it for couple of times in the past,and of course I failed to meet to my goals.But,reigning supreme and success at the exact time is definitely means colourful.

Actually being the real of yourself is important.Don't copy other people characters.Just be yourself.That's what matter the most.The best thing to do is DO REFLECTION!See how you can transform into somebody.That somebody means your complete body and soul(successful person you might be one day).Judging through this,it's necessary to look inside yourself,like me,doing reflections are just a good way to ask myself..."is't I'm the real myself?".."is't I can step into a new world?".."why i need to do this?".."is this my way or I just pretending to be someone so that everyone will give me full respects?.I've done so many mistakes in the past but now I gain courage to transform into someone who is new(feels freshly-borned).

"High achievement always takes place in the framework of high expectation. – Charles F. Kettering",this quote is such an inspiration to me since the first time I read it.It's quite true.It changed me completely into a new living body.I have the knowledges so it's not wrong to use it completely.I tend to be someone if I starts to feel,to ask something to myself,"why not I use my experiences to teach people about something which is new to them?",(people might think or say it's a bluff idea),but for me it's something needs to be express in reality.DON'T BE A DREAMER!make use of what you have and just go with it.People will find it's hard to believe,just a fake judgement,a silly idea,wasting times,and then they just comments all the way around,not even thinking for the slightest idea to neither differentiate what is real nor to judge what is good and what is bad.

In reality I happen to see most people talking about themselves(sorry to say this but this is fact).Most people try to cope to new things by just faking and saying they have this,they have that and what so ever(I admit it me,myself also do that sometimes and I don't even notice it..p/s:remind me if i talk nonsense).It's alright as a way to socialize with people but of course it's make no meaning because we (in sentence) only neclecting what we need to be,not just searching for little pursuit of happiness in our life.

2)MY LIFE
My life as a simple,ordinary but social guy (way of befriending people) is what I proud of.In the past I'm just a shy guy whom lives in his own world.So,once I made my mind to change,I really changed completely.So,this is the new me (tremendously happy) because now I know the importances of having friends benefit me a lot.I get to know other races and of course their different languages.YES!I do try and challenge myself to learn others' languages eventhough sometimes it's hard to understand some difficult words and my way of pronounciations is totally funny.But,if there's no pain,there'll be no gain right?.Now I'm satisfied having friends from different backgrounds and places.Hope I can make more friends in the future.

I come from a big family,just like a big tree with many branches(other do have so too) of mix marriages(muslim(my late third uncle),iban(my third aunt),chinese(my forth cousin's husband and my seventh cousin's wife),american(my third granny's first son of my mother's side married an american but never see how my aunt looks like..she never been to sarawak before..my family and my aunt's family just being connected through phones) and brunei(my third granny second daughter's of mother's side husband) and I'm proud to be one of my family members.Many people might think this is some bluff made by me but this explanations are true based on my family history(told by my granny before).This mixed-family-members help me to understand other cultures better.Of course there were many disagreements and rejections in my family about such mix marriages before but after years passing,things get calmer and better.Now we all are a happy family(broad smile).

3)MY ACHIEVEMENTS OF TODAY
I feel happy and proud being here as a university student of UNIVERSITI PENDIDIKAN SULTAN IDRIS(UPSI).It is my dream to step my feet here.Now that I'm,it is such a bright and exciting moment ever in my life.Even some of my ex-colleagues are a bit jealous of me,but I told them this,"you all will also make it to here next time just that fates take time,".

At first,yes it's quite hard to cope with all the pressure at study but I know things will get better soon.Just that I need to be patient.

My hope is that I'm hoping one day I can make a good teacher or a successful businessman